I will never forget the day. Wednesday, October 14, 2010. I was at home sick, after pulling almost an all nighter at the office and hacking my lungs up all night. I was exhausted and felt awful. I knew that my period was more than a week overdue, but that was not outside the bounds of normal for me. This had happened before. So late that there was no other explanation other than "pregnant". But sooner or later I would be proven wrong.
This time I honestly didn't feel anything different than the other times I was so late. I was on the phone with my sister who told me I had better go take a test. I wanted to and didn't want to at the same time. Experience told me that it was a waste of time and money, and I was stressing myself out unnecessarily. But I went. It was a snowy day, and I drove slowly to King Soopers and picked up a store brand pregnancy test, some juice and some soup and headed home. I called Val back up, because I didn't want to do this alone. It was like either way, it would freak me out at this point, positive or negative. I made Val wait on the phone with me as I waited for results. In less than 10 seconds:
OMG! That says positive! Both of us were freaking out. After all, this was a surprise. I can't remember if I
called my mom right away, or if I first went back to the store for a digital test. Either way, both things happened shortly thereafter. No, I still had not told my husband. Again, this was a "surprise" so I was a little worried about how he would take the news. But he was actually happy, dare I say excited, about being a dad again. It took some time for the news to sink in (for both of us!), but in short time we were both ecstatic!
Our first appointment was Friday November 6. I was nervous, as you hear about these first appointments not always going well. As the nurse (Samantha, who was my nurse throughout my pregnancy and was due with a baby boy just a week before my due date) hooked up the ultrasound machine I was definitely shaking a little with nerves. I held my breath and closed my eyes and waited for her to say something. Finally, "ahh, there he is! Everything looks perfect!". I cried, I was so happy that this was really happening. I looked up at the screen, Chris grabbed my hand and we watched our little baby's heart flickering away. It was very emotional. She calculated my due date to be June 23. I figured that we conceived on or very close to our 2nd wedding anniversary, September 29. Awwww!
First trimester was amazing and tiring. I was so happy that I had a little baby growing inside of me. Surreal. She frequently reminded me she was there with the nausea, crazy food cravings and complete and utter exhaustion. If I was still up past 8:00 it was a rarity. This was also when our sweet dog Sadie was going through chemotherapy treatments for Lymphoma. It was stressful. Val and I had a trip to Napa booked long before I became pregnant, and we went during the first week of December. Needless to say, Napa when you can't drink wine isn't very fun! Val and I made it fun though. Maybe I can go back someday when I can actually participate.
My 12 week ultrasound was shortly after returning, mid December or so. We were so relieved to see baby growing and moving around, everything again looked perfect. We nicknamed her our "little chicken".
Well, now that it has been almost a week since I started this post I guess I should just post it or it will sit here forever. I could go on forever but I will save that for later posts!